# TastyFish

personal page

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Preface, please read first: This is a site of someone who is not brainwashed. Since you are brainwashed (despite thinking you are not), everything you encounter on my site will 100% conflict all you've ever learned and took for unquestionable fact. Read on only if you can bear full cognitive dissonance, else it's advised you just leave.

PLEASE LIMIT YOUR COMMUNICATION WITH ME. Sorry I really really truly love you everyone and appreciate every single email, you are extremely lovely living beings and my heart is breaking, but I am so EXTREMELY tired and fucked up most of the time now, I am UNIMAGINABLY ANTISOCIAL even by default, much more than you have ever seen, it's EXCRUCIATINGLY painful for me to interact with people most of the time, even those whom I love and whom I dearly appreciate. I am absolute garbage, shit, human trash, I know, sorry, I really love you very much, I need to rest for a while, I can't be answering questions or discussing politics, I HATE POLITICS WITH MY SOUL, I also DON'T WANNA HEAR COMFORTING WORDS or anything, I AM NOT ATTENTION WHORING, just please let me be alone for a small while, I don't want to hear news, I just need rest, please read the wiki, you'll find everything in there, I made it so that I wouldn't have to individually keep explaining everything over and over to people, sorry, I love you all, maybe in the future I'll be more normal again. <3 But you can still email me, just please limit it to things of very high importance (breaking news are not), I just can't chat or spend hours replying to walls of text, I'm sorry, you are all very awesome <3

Welcome to my digital swamp (this is NOT a blog). I keep and share some of my thoughts and files here. I keep it brief here and post more details in other places. This site is powered by nothing. It is also usable. I also have an experimental gopherhole (web proxy).

Whoever you are, I endlessly and unconditionally love you <3 I am deeply moved and happy by your mere existence, I want to hug you <( O _ O )>

Please visit my Less Retarded Wiki. It records my worldview, its explanation, my knowledge of technology, tutorials and more.

Here is your new startpage. You're welcome.

Since I've been banned from Wikipedia, here are some non-sexual, completely legal PHOTOS OF NAKED CHILDREN, hosted by Wikipedia itself: 1, 2, 3, 4. Please stop being afraid of nudity.

Since I'm getting more bans all over the Internet, such as on my once favorite Wikimedia Commons, I created my own repository of public domain works for you to download. Please enjoy <3 :-)

NOTE, especially for 4chan: sometimes someone on the Internet anonymously posts on my behalf, e.g. in the 4chan website sharing threads. I no longer use 4chan (in fact I'm banned), so if you see "me" there, it is not me. The responses are not mine. The publicity is good, but if you want to tell me something or hear my true response, rather message me on email.

NOTE 2: please only trust this site and my email as I have started to share accounts and passwords with some other selected people for fun. It may happen my accounts on the Internet start doing something without it being me. You should only trust this site and my email at this point. Eventually I am aiming to make all my passwords public, but it's a far future probably.

## About Me

I am a living being, great ape of the homo sapiens species, white race, male sex and normal (straight, mildly bisexual) orientation. My name is Miloslav Číž, I was born on 24 August 1990 and I live in the region of Moravia, Earth. I have master's degree in computer science (focused on computer graphics) from FIT BUT but I don't work in the industry because it gives me anxiety and I don't want to support unethical technology. Nevertheless capitalism forces me to be a slave, I've been doing various minimum wage jobs such as cleaning and newspaper distribution. My online handles are tastyfish, drummy and drummyfish (sometimes also smellyfish, tasty, drumy and other variants). I speak Czech, Slovak, English and a bit of Spanish. I once looked like this (now more like this). My nude photos are here and here (a bit anorexic here, clothed minus beard/hair here). (Nude 3D model of myself is available in my file downloads.) I give everyone an explicit and unconditional consent to behave sexually towards me. Currently I am trying to live in a small caravan inawoods.

I am an idealist pacifist anarcho-communist (a true extreme left) — please read the free as in freedom Anarchist FAQ to learn more. I love all that lives, even those that cause me pain. My intention is NOT to fight against opposition, but to end the fight by achieving peaceful coexistence of everyone. I do NOT support the mainstream US fascist pseudo left (LGBT, feminists, Antifa etc.) and so I am bullied and hated by both right and pseudo left. My philosophy and politics are summed up on my LRS Wiki and in my manifesto Non-Competitive Society. Some facts whose knowledge I promote include:

- We should aim for complete unemployment. The whole purpose of progress is to leave all work to machines. People who don't work, for whatever reason, must not be sentenced to death, as is still the case nowadays. Support full universal basic income. #antiWork
- Society mustn't be based on competition.
- Money and markets should be abolished. We have to end capitalism as soon as possible.
- Privacy is censorship and therefore bad, the need for encryption and security is a symptome of a bad society, don't aim for more encryption, aim for less to no need for it.
- Free speech has to be absolute. Holocaust denial should not be illegal. Free speech means no speech is punished or censored by anyone (not just government).
- The whole concept of intellectual property is malicious, all information has to be in the public domain.
- Censorship is always wrong, possesion and sharing of any kind of information, including any type of pornography, has to be legal and moral. I agree with Richard Stallman on his views about child sexuality and pornography. I do NOT support any kind of rape, I love all people. All so called "private" information (e.g. medical records) should be public and in the public domain.
- War and violence is always wrong. It is better to die than to kill. (#pacifism #nonviolence)
- Proprietary games have to be completely rejected, they are the worst type of proprietary software because people are addicted to it like a drug and look for excuses to make it an exception to free society principles. Free games are good.
- Attribution mustn't be forced and the requirement of attribution (e.g. by a license) is inherently wrong.
- All software, even games, should strictly adhere to the suckless, Unix and LRS philosophies.
- Movements such as LGBT, feminism and Antifa are not truly leftist and shouldn't be supported (as explained in the above linked manifesto). I do NOT hate gay people or women, I love all people.
- Race is NOT a social construct. There are significant and inherent differences between human races and the two genders. I do NOT hate people of any race, I love all people.
- Pedophilia is a sexual orientation and is completely natural, it is not a disorder, it should be morally and legally accepted. I do NOT support rape of anyone, I completely reject all violence.
- Free will doesn't exist.
- Cheating in games is fine, should be allowed and morally accepted.
- Civilization will end in a decade or two. #collapse
- Everyone must love everyone unconditionally (which doesn't mean we can't dislike someone else's opinions, behavior, look etc.).
- "Disrespectful" behavior and cheating is part of competitive play and must be accepted, in competition the goal is only winning and nothing else.
- They Live is a documentary.
- I don't know what Touhou is.

Talking about income is a capitalist taboo, so my total monthly income is roughly 350 EUR from my 1st degree disability pension, plus a small amount of donations (mostly single EURs/month but sometimes I get a very generous one time donation).

I am quite lonely, if you want to FUCK let me know please (but I've never done it yet). Just a cuddle friend is okay too (I prefer biological women but who knows).

Fun facts about me (no, it's not a joke):

- I am extremely lazy.
- I don't eat meat. (#vegetarian)
- I am 100 % introverted according to tests.
- I hate secrecy and privacy hysteria, my goal is to one day publicly reveal my password on the Internet.
- I've never had the sense of smell. (#anosmia)
- I am used to be a member of Mensa.
- I can't whistle.
- I am physically the most disgusting form of existence that ever lived, I am so ugly people vomit when they merely see me. I can't even buy a prostitute no matter how much I would pay.
- I am a fast caffeine metabolizer, meaning I can drink coffee before sleep.
- I am not competitive.
- I am the most extreme form of pacifist but I can easily watch the most gruesome gore videos, even those of children being tortured and killed, but not of animals. I think witnessing the horror of true violence often better leads to rejecting it.
- I have a condition which makes me physically unable to bear seeing or hearing just 1 second of ads.
- I am suffering from anxiety and depressions (diagnosed AvPD, now also with paranoid and schizoid features).
- I am immune to propaganda and see the world in undistorted way, resulting in previous point.
- I am impossible to be loved romantically and futhermore I get extremely repulsive to anyone I fall in love with, therefore I am largely scared of falling in love.
- My favorite algorithm is most likely Hough transform.
- I am most likely an entirely new human subspecies present only in a single specimen, for example I am a software minimalist using Unix and dwm, but without simultaneously adhering to even a single modern cult such as anime fandom (I don't even find anime girls cute), productivity cult, security/privacy cult, ricing, furrydom, bronydom, gayness, inceldom, Marxism or Nazism. No human of this kind besides me has ever been observed.
- It physically hurts me when someone says "the reason ... is because" or "just because ... doesn't mean".
- I immediately turn off any documentary where a woman starts talking as a "scientist".
- I am not a "person".
- I don't take anything seriously and I'm unproffesional and fuck you cunt I hate you.
- I think actors can't act, I could act better if I wasn't shy.

Contacts and social media:

- Diaspora* (not using anymore)
- www.tastyfish.cz
- drummyfish@disroot.org
- tastyfish@seznam.cz
- gopherhole (web)
- Wikimedia Commons (banned)
- REPO OF MY WORKS
- OpenHub (not using anymore)
- GitHub (not using anymore)
- GitLab (banned)
- sourcehut (banned)
- Codeberg (banned)
- Notabug
- lichess
- YouTube (not using anymore)
- PeerTube
- images
- SoundCloud (not using anymore)
- Freesound
- itch.io
- DeviantArt (not using anymore)
- BlendSwap
- OpenGameArt
- Voat (not using anymore)
- Wikipedia (banned)
- Arduboy
- Pokitto
- reddit (not using anymore)
- Facebook (not using anymore)
- Internet Archive
- coom.tech <-- MAIN GIT NOW

Some things I like (no particular order):

- love
- public domain
- free software
- free culture
- free speech (absolute)
- information
- knowledge
- programming
- animals
- math
- truth
- selflessness
- (true) anarchism
- universal basic income
- stereotypes
- suckless
- minimalism
- altruism
- idealism
- niggers
- monkeys/apes
- computer graphics
- computer science
- encyclopedias
- snorkeling
- hippies
- C89/99
- child nudity
- adult nudity
- GNU
- Venus project
- Sikhism
- elitism
- writing
- determinism
- conspiracy theories
- destructive criticism
- loquendo peliculas
- Encyclopedia Dramatica
- kiwifarms
- sea
- walking
- mathematical universe
- esoteric programming languages
- physics
- objectifying women
- multiculturalism
- pacifism
- Techrights
- gopher
- trade-free
- nonviolence
- race realism
- Postal 2
- One Punch Man
- Eschbach's books
- trolling
- smurfing
- griefing
- necroposting
- defeatism
- Buddhism
- pantsuprophet
- naturism
- weak women
- gore videos (no animals)
- pussy
- tits
- The Gods Must Be Crazy
- Les Visiteurs
- C89/99
- FORTH
- briefness
- generalism
- peace
- boredom
- porn
- netstalking
- laziness
- giving up
- gatekeeping
- unsportsmanship
- cheating
- Inet drama
- Smol Net
- libre video games
- darknet
- arena shooters
- Xonotic
- OpenArena
- Freedoom (game)
- chess
- go
- crocheting
- sleep
- spoilers
- stalking
- stargazing
- music
- drumming
- 90s
- Red Dwarf
- Ronaldinho
- Jar Jar Binks
- Karel Kryl
- Einstein
- Diogenes
- Flatland
- Linkin Park (old)
- Pulp Fiction
- Chicken Run
- realism
- race realism
- nihilism
- cynicism
- football
- KISS
- hacking
- command line
- P2P
- decentralization
- federation
- Creative Commons
- pedophiles
- Vim
- bare metal
- Project Gutenberg
- freedom (absolute)
- piracy
- biographies
- Richard Stallman
- Jesus
- Jára da Cimrman
- Ashley Jones (icum.to)
- hand-painted style
- pixel art
- ASCII art
- plain text
- lists
- independence
- Haskell
- Grammar Nazi
- Esperanto
- universality
- small guns
- vegetarianism
- veganism
- Sci-Hub
- Unix philosophy
- coffee
- Arduino
- Arduboy
- Pokitto
- Flat Earth
- Hollow Earth

Some things I dislike (disliking people doesn't contradict loving them):

- capitalism
- nationalism
- fascism
- self-interest
- intellectual property
- rightism
- pseudoleftism
- Antifa
- feminism
- LGBT
- BLM
- furries
- "anarcho capilitasm"
- liberalism
- libertarianism
- wokism
- justice
- fairness
- Linux
- Windows
- Mac/Apple
- Android
- proprietary software
- open-source
- human rights
- copyright
- censorship
- coding
- clean code
- work
- responsibility
- USA
- Czech Republic
- Ukraine
- Russia
- all countries
- identity politics
- people
- society
- heroes
- women
- Marxism
- money
- celebrities
- authorities
- adult life
- celebrations
- 21st century
- secrets
- fighting
- conflict
- peer review
- (pseudo)skepticism
- digital gardens
- OOP
- systemd
- tattoo/piercing
- personal growth
- negative feedback
- Unicode
- privacy
- memory safety
- protection
- soydevs
- dab
- bad timekeeping
- crying speedrunners
- assertiveness
- productivity cult
- competition
- science popularization
- deep voice
- gay/tranny voice
- zoomer voice
- anti-cheat
- DRM
- IoT
- Veritasium
- security
- tipping
- Web 2.0
- Moore's law
- law
- superheroes
- Hollywood
- smart devices
- containers
- Wikipedia
- Elon Musk
- NDGT
- pedo witch hunt
- copyfraud
- arrogance
- pretence
- dance
- pragmatism
- violence
- humblebrag
- hipsters
- soydevs
- business
- Flatpak
- ASMR
- reddit atheism
- reddit
- 9gag
- epilepsy warnings
- disclaimers
- Santa Claus
- too much hygiene
- Keanu Reeves
- all actors
- the word "koukat"
- the word "person"
- waifus
- SSAO
- dependencies
- bloat
- C#
- C++
- Rust
- Java
- JavaScript
- Python
- Objective-C
- 5G
- HD
- Bohemian dialect/accent
- cancel culture
- soyence
- makeup
- PewDiePie
- Ashton Kutcher
- Benedict Cumberbatch
- Švejk
- Masaryk
- Baťa
- political correctness
- gay marriage/pride
- Trump
- Churchill
- Hitler
- Bread on Penguins
- XKCD
- war
- fly by wire
- whispering
- maintenance
- consumerism
- wearing helmet
- cold
- alcohol
- smoking
- Zeman
- D&D
- Okamura
- Macron
- Steam
- Game of Thrones
- Denuvo
- speeding
- patents
- brushing teeth
- taxi drivers
- anything modern
- almost everything post-2010
- anything with "Unity" in its name

## Notable Projects

Here is a highlight of projects I made or contributed to. Many are unfinished and/or have flaws, but are part of my history. For all projects see my contacts.

Anarch
  Small public domain no dependency from scratch anticapitalist suckless Doom clone.
Licar
  Fully 3D racing game, made in similar fashion to Anarch.
small3dlib
  Fixed point C99 header only no dependency 3D software rasterizer for small computers.
SAF
  Suckless ultra portable C "fantasy console" for tiny games.
tinyphysicsengine
  Small suckless pure C fixed point physics engine.
comun
  KISS/suckless programming language as a basis for better technology.
Less Retarded Wiki
  Wiki about truly good free+suckless technology and related topics.
raycastlib
  C raycasting engine for resource-limited computers.
smallchesslib/smolchess
  Tiny suckless C chess library and engine.
WM Commons files
  Files I have created for Wikimedia Commons, until I got banned.
OpenMW contrib.
  Game engine rewrite that taught me collaboration on a big codebase.
OGA art
  Various public domain game art I made that taught me many skills.
shitpress
  Extremely KISS/suckless compression algorithm/library/utility.
artworks
  Repository of my notable public domain artworks.
dumbchat
  Extremely KISS/suckless chat.
LibreMage (form. Mage-Rage, GH)
  Rerelease of an early puzzle game which won first prize in a competition.
MicroTD
  Minimalist tower defense.
Procball
  Football simulator.
gege
  Good Enough Game Engine, simple static generator for (not only) HTML games.
Bombman (GH)
  99% finished Bomberman game clone.
Steamer Duck (GH)
  School project game made with Python.
small book reader
  Simple portable book reader.
OpenMF (GH)
  Co-founded the project, am no longer active but learned a lot.
Haskell game (GH)
  Ray casting FPS ASCII game I made to learn Haskell.
ptdesigner (GH)
  Procedural texture library and tool made for my bachelor's thesis.
OpenglSE
  My first rendering engine, a lot of valuable experience.
mirrors
  Master's thesis work, demonstration of rendering of non-planar mirrors.
Non-Competitive Society
  Text I have written about my life philosophy, political opinions and an ideal society.
Ted The Supercrow
  A comic I was making at age 11.
Thesis DB (GH)
  Big database of Czech computer science theses.
videos (YT)
  Videos I've made over the years.
2D function plot
  Dirty tool in JavaScript for plotting nice 2D functions.
Wikipedia contributions
  My contributions to Wikipedia, until I got banned.
Minetest texture pack
  High-res hand-painted public domain texture pack for Minetest.
www.tastyfish.cz
  Personal website, taught me a lot about web design over the years.
Wave Simulator
  Simple physics simulator in JavaScript.
SoL Simulator
  Simple simulator of speed of light distortion, in JavaScript.
GitViz (GH)
  Simple script to make animations of a Git repository file.
drummykit
  3D MIDI drum visualizer.
distr. ray tracer
  School project, distributed ray tracer.
ASM Minesweeper
  School project, minesweeper written in assembly and WINAPI.
GUX Fractals
  School project, renders fractals.
PokiPad & LILIDE
  Moddable text editor for Pokitto, plus a version with LIL interpreter.
Brutal Sudoku
  Very early (high school) Pascal program for solving sudoku.
Panda RPG
  Unfinished 3D RPG.
Chess
  Chess, high school graduation project.
composer
  Procedural music generator.
computin
  Simple musical instrument controlled with mouse, in Python.

## Free (as in Freedom) Software, Free Culture, Free Information, Suckless Software

I greatly support free culture, free software, public domain, information freedom and absolute freedom of speech. I am against copyright and the concept of intellectual property. I live these ideals and contribute to free culture, mainly by programming games, other software tools, writing and creating various kinds of art, all of which I contribue to public domain under CC0. Sometimes I buy old books and digitize them. I never retain any "rights" to anything I create.

I furthermore very much support suckless software, countercomplexity, technology minimalism, Unix philosophy and their strict application to all technology. So much so that I expand on these ideas on my own wiki: see my LRS Wiki for more.

Here is a word about technology I am using. I only use Unix-like operating systems and try to use only minimalist free (as in freedom) software. I despise hopping, ricing, hardware and tool obsession and religious tech shilling, I can use many different tools and computers. As an OS I usually use GNU (typically Devuan) but am transitioning to BSD, mainly OpenBSD and NetBSD, all I need is a Unix shell. My WM is most often dwm but I can use other ones too, such as cwm; I have each window full-screen and only "alt-tab" between them, I hate tiling, I do most tasks in terminal (using st). For web I preferably badwolf, lynx, links, NetSurf, curl, wget or, if there's no other way, LibreWolf. I have my own custom startpage. As for hardware I own several computers including an old desktop, refurbished librebooted Thinkpad X200, several Raspberry Pis and a few older laptops including two Thinkpads T440P (from a pawn shop). I usually use cheap, generic office keyboards and mice. My text editor of choice is vim. I avoid using a cellphone, I used to own the "open" MakerPhone, now I have some generic offline button dumbphone for the elderly (almost not using it). Furthermore I use programs such as GIMP, Blender, Inkscape, LMMS, feh, ffmpeg, Audacity, Claws and many others. For programming I most often use C99 but I can program in anything including C++, sh, Python, JavaScript, PHP, comun, Pascal etc. I have no car, I drive a very old bicycle (Eska Folder 1980).

Besides others I am NOT using mobile data, smartphone, credit cards, crypto, Windows, Apple, Twitter, Steam, Discord, Skype, Netflix, Amazon, eBay, Facebook, Instagram, Spotify, GitHub, Twitch, LinkedIn, Reddit, WhatsApp, Messenger, Tumblr, Telegram, TikTok, Alexa, Craigslist, mobile "apps" and proprietary SW including proprietary games. I don't own a car. I don't go to dentist or hairdresser.

## Support

I have ambivalent feelings about accepting donations and it's hard for me to explain, I keep rewriting this section over and over. On one hand I am not at all opposed to sharing (whenever I feel I can, I give money to the homeless, charities and other people online) and I also often accept if others share with me. On the other hand however I don't want to become dependent on donations or even have donations affect what I do and HOW I do it, even on a subconscious level. I hate money but due to living in a money driven dystopia I NEED money just to survive, and would prefer to have a lot of money just so I didn't have to care about it. Currently I do not NEED donations, I am unemployed but have a place to stay, a little money saved and take a small disability pension, which with a very frugal living style is just enough to survive. There is however the constant uncertainty about the future, the possibility of losing my pension, losing savings due to unexpected expenses etc., so I keep saving for worse times and try to buy things to make me more independent. That is why I still accept donations for now, but as a middle way I don't explicitly ask for them or encourage them too much. To me it's a two sided coin, I love when someone expresses gratitude through a donation, it makes me happy but there's also a slight feeling of guilt and a pressure to deliver more stuff. If you want to donate, please only do so if you can truly afford it and never feel pressured to a donation. Also please keep in mind that a donation is LITERALLY only a donation, it doesn't buy anything from me, it won't affect what I do. If after all this you still decided to donate anything at all, I thank you very much <3. Ways to donate/support me:

- LiberaPay, (sadly proprietary) PayPal, itch.io
- If you're a billionaire and want to solve the issue of money for me, please send me 6 kg of gold, I think that should be enough for my whole life, then I can delete this whole section. Smaller positive integer multiples of kilograms or similar values in other commodities will also be accepted. We can talk details on the email.
- I would like to have my whole DNA sequenced, I would share it publicly online, but currently whole genome sequencing is too expensive for me. If you're some kind of lab worker who could sequence my DNA (e.g. as part of research or something), let me know, I can ship you my samples on my expense.
- Do something nice that I would approve of, for example share something you made under CC0 :-)

This page is released under CC0 1.0 (public domain). This page uses Aileron CC0 font (if loaded properly).